It asks a woman to go beneath the image of the priestess, beneath the performance of the Magdalene, beneath the temporary spiritual high, into the places where her actual life is asking to be changed. It asks what happens after the retreat, after the ceremony, after the cold dip, after the fast, after the activation, after the beautiful photographs. It asks how she lives, how she loves, how she chooses, how she speaks, how she holds desire, how she meets grief, how she works with power, how she stops abandoning herself in the ordinary rooms of her own life.