ANCESTRAL PATTERNS, CONFLICTS and TRANSCENDENCE

As I have been travelling through this chaotic cosmic landscape and the turmoil of my own inner world showing itself in patterns I need to change within , I have felt the connection to my ancestors throughout and have been pondering what it is I hold that has not been resolved in my lineage. These realisations, hurts , pains and woundings that reveal themselves are somehow embedded in my epigenetics, I feel like I am carrying a whole world of feminine reclamation, that the cycle of feminine repression, then rebellion against that is coming to an end as I try to resolve the feminine or anima in my own psyche.

How does she live in me if she is not in repression, not in rebellion or having to prove herself in the world, how does she sit in that transcendent place and wait for the flow of life to reveal that to her? This is the difficulty I find as a woman who’s animus ( masculine ) has dominated her psyche, holding on fast and furious to self-proof and a radical exposition of what It means to not be subservient to the masculine while indeed being  subservient to the inner masculine! This has been my work on myself for some years and it feels like I am finally unpicking the knot that has held this inner battle and therefore created my outer landscape. I feel a drift on a sea of the unknown , warm feminine waters carrying me to a place that ultimately I have been working towards but have no idea of , while with a much more silent voice my animus is still sending out distress signals and trying to get the rescue team to come.  I am observing the protest and lovingly telling him to hush now… to trust now.. to allow the unknown journey. GULP

We carry the ancestors in our blood and bones, their stories in our bodies, in the unconscious and they swim around in us for resolve and reclamation, when we make them conscious we free ourselves from their hold on us and indeed from our ancestral line.

The Hindu Calander honours their ancestors from 17th September to the 3rd of October through something known as Pitru Paksha, where the vibrational plane of the earth comes into connection with vibrational plane of the ancestors,  it’s a time to be conscious of what we might be working through ancestrally , be conscious of them and what they require us to do.  

How do you connect to your ancestors? to your roots? Do you take time to honour them and give them  thanks? Now would be an ideal time to do that.

Some questions to ask yourself.

What current ancestral pattern might you be working through right now?

What are the two oppositions/ or tensions ( possible outcomes) are you holding ?

Can you sit in the middle and allow the transcendent to move you to an unknown place?

Blessings

Collette

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